...they filter off into the night leaving a void of silence where they were, the distant clacking of their heels fades into the tinny whines that emanate from the pub as i approach.
There it stands with a slow crocodile of drunken disciples beating a path to the door to come and throw themselves at the night and drink away all that clouds their heads when sobriety comes creeping round their fuzzed brains, stealthy and destructive like an assassin. their eyes look out, hollow behind the pink-cheeked revelry and the salty beads of sweat that course down their lined brows, stopping in each furrow as though to momentarily dwell on the troubled tales they hold until smeared away by the back of a hand into the damp halo of their hairline whilst the night procedes under the hot lights and stale air that circulates, thick with the twining smoke of their cigarette smiles and the suffocating wetness of sweet perfume, souring with each breath.
The doorway gapes. The sillhouette of a doorman imposes itself in the illuminated frame.


10 Comments:
Dampness has always instigated a fear in me. Dampness of sweat, atmosphere or the mind. It makes me doubt some alien presence around me. The meaning of sweat...and air!
so often there can be fear in something that awakens the most primal of our instincts. i find somethines that fear can help you look deeper into yourself, as though as to understand the fear is to understand the root of the fear, the reasoning within yourself as to why this is a barrier for you and why certain things will evoke these feelings.
Awesome as always! Your descriptions bring a depth to your words that is astounding.
How's the studying going? I was pre-law, political science double major once upon a time. Damn near killed me.
Don't know how you do it sometimes...
Hugs
To look into your soul, and find the root of fear and guilt; and to accept the reality takes a lot of faith in your own self. The very faith that takes you away from the fear and assures you that the alien presence still has a touch of familiarity.
hi jeni, the studying is going well! i have exams this week so my brain is overcharged with law! it's a tough thing to do but it does help you to understand why things are and are not illegal. it also helps you understand justice a bit better and it certainly makes me want to be active in the evolution of the law so it is fairer and easier for the lay person to understand! you seem busy too from what i've read, start the year by hitting the ground running!
hi vipin, yes fear is a very personal thing, it's like pain in that you can never truly describe it to someone else with the intensity with which it affects you.
Just wanted to drop by and say thanks for stopping by my page. I'll definitely be back to peruse more of your writings!
Hey are you online! Wanna chat...I am kinda stuck at a place. I will be online on Yahoo messenger. ID vipinkampasi
i am dont have messenger though but my email is chickenpie84@yahoo.co.uk. doing next instalment of blog.
Never mind!!
i got my mail up an open so you could mail me there lft address on blog
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